Have you ever felt completely alone even though many people where there?
Have you ever felt a certain truth behind all this running around for materialistic things and vain trash?
Have you ever longed for peace and nature when people around you keep on babbling and babbling?
In all the chatter you cannot hear the magnificent quiet wonders of this creation.
You just cannot hear them, if you keep making noise.
Is there any one out there, who can understand?
… the funny thing is: yes. I know, there is someone out there that understands me.
My heart is calling me. There is an ocean of things unfinished, … and un-started, that I had to leave behind.
My heart calls me back … I know there are certain people missing me, and I miss them! So much.
I promised to go inline-skating together …and more.
But sometimes life leads you a certain way, and you have to follow. When you have a child then you have to sometimes forget your feelings (but that’s impossible) and do what is right for the little one. Provide and care and be there.
But what then about your feelings?? They stay inside, full of wish, full of dreams of how things could be …
Somethings I tried to ignore, I thought that it’s nothing much. But my heart is calling … and again, and again. I cannot ignore but to feel this … love (for everything and everyone) … and understanding.
There is somebody out there who understands me. That makes me happy… and sad. Because I don’t see her.
I have found love.
But now she seems so far.